I feel like I might just lose it at any second. The only person I can tell is a webpage I havent used in a year. I wish that things could just be easy for a while. Fuck everything.

I need you.

You know it's over when they unfollow you on tumblr.

You're not friends. You'll never be friends. You'll be in love till it kills you both. You'll fight, and you'll shag, and you'll hate each other till it makes you quiver, but you'll never be friends. Love isn't brains, children, it's blood. Blood screaming inside you to work its will. I may be love's bitch, but at least I'm man enough to admit it.

Spike - Buffy the Vampire Slayer.

It feels like I'm going to die. Apparently it gets easier. I just don't understand how we got to this point. How am I supposed to live without the one person in my life that I actually cannot live without? He said he needs time to himself. I hope and pray to whatever higher powers are out there that he comes back to me before I die of a broken heart.

Sometimes I wish you'd think before you speak. That's all.

Can't believe I'm going to lose the best thing that's ever happened to me.

Good work Eilis.