A new hope

I think I invested too much hope in today's events. I was a bit disappointed. I feel like it was cut short prematurely. But there's no doubt in my mind that even given a few more hours the outcome would have been the same. There was no spark. I'm starting to think I might be forcing it too much. Trying to make myself believe it's going somewhere that it can't possibly because I am not that type of person. I need assurance and I don't think he's the one to give it to me. Another friend for the pile.